I am in a very bad state of mind as it stands,I cannot even recruit without screwing my words up and messing up.Life has given me a shit hand on my last few draws and I am almost ready to cut the cards up.I cannot be allowed to be in a situation where I will abuse power out of my feelings and how I feel.This is nothing personal to any of you I am not leaving so much as stepping down until I can get my life together. If i can that is,Maybe I would be better off throwing my life away,but anyway I will no longer be an admin or second in command until either A fairy has to resign for his own reasons or until I get my shit together.From this point on I will be nothing but a member of yellow. I am sorry that again it has come to this but this is for the best until I am back to normal.  
                      Thank you all for understanding